Keep saying it. Keep breathing it in.
This moment wasn't synthesized. You didn't plan it for weeks in advance. You just found yourself in it, so take it.
Don't plan out some way you can re-use it, take into next week, and some shit you've got to do later on.
I keep saying it. I keep breathing it in.
I've got to stop reminding myself.
It's not a plan and a schedule and a deadline and a set-up.
It's a life.
Breathe it in.
I keep forgetting this.
I keep forgetting that this isn't something for remembering.
It's not a thing.
It's not a drug.
It's not an entertainment.
It's the moment I'm living, and it's not coming back, no matter how many pictures I snap & notes I scribble down.
